So recently I've been really happy, and it seems nothing can keep me from being so.
Which I'm really happy about, but it kind of scares me.
Which in turn makes me happy as well, 'cause it means I'm not forgetting where I came from.
I need to remember that as vividly as possible, if I wish to continue writing.
Happiness is the biggest cause for my writer's blocks.
But I don't really want to.
I don't want to have to pretend to have unreachable dreams and ideals, just to type down a few words.
I'll choose happiness over writing, if I have to.
When I write it's like I've already achieved what I want to. Like as I'm writing it's already my lifestyle; I'm already published and successful and in a house with a working shower and no drunk neighbours.
ReplyDeleteI don't always feel like that - normally when I'm reading through a decent piece I've just written.
I guess most of the time I write to feel like that.
It's more than happiness.
I'm glad that's how it works for you.
ReplyDeleteAnd I wish that'd work for me too.