"Well how long have I
Been sitting here, I must have drifted off
I cannot finish any of my thoughts
Forgive me for my wayward shot
Well, I close my eyes
Remove each piece of armor one by one
Inhale this moment deep into my lungs
Make amends for all I've done
All of my devils are free at last
And all my secrets revealed
And your permission is all I
Need to heal"
-Excerpts from "Permission" by Sixx: A.M.
Today, I chose these fragments for one simple reason; I feel like I can finally be more open towards people, something I couldn't for most of my life.
My demons defeated, and my mind at ease.
Something I've been trying to accomplish for years.
For this I owe my thanks to some of my online friends, and my two regular co-workers.
Over the past few months they slowly broke down my walls brick by brick.
Funny how the smallest one broke down the biggest part bare-handed.
When she reads this, she'll know I'm talking about her.
But I'd still like to give them all equally much credit.
My friends: I love you. My co-workers: You're cool.
So, on another note; I'm re-styling my Youtube videos. With help from my dear friend Mandy, I'm changing the looks and feel of it. There will hopefully be more collaborations with friends and fellow Youtubers as well. One thing I will definitely try to do, is to get local musicians to come over and talk about their music, as well as share some of it with the world.
That's about it, I think.
See you on the flip side,
Marth.
Glad to know things are looking up for you. I know I've not been your bestest friend ever, but should the need arise, you have my number and address.
ReplyDeleteYou promised months ago you'd re-upload that Mario impression video.
ReplyDeletePLEASE?!
It was on my comp and dad deleted everything I had on there when I got my laptop. I'll re-do it soon. Hell, if I prrocrastinate long enough, you can be my live audience. =]
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